ate nothing today till we went over to an old friends house for dinner. ate it all, plus dessert.
have a shit ton of stuff coming up with school, softball and cheer. i want to see if i can get private lessons for cheer- im hoping to make varsity next year but you need your back handspring.
feeling like a fat cow again. i see fat fat fat in the mirror... again. after i gorged myself the other day my weight went back up to 170.
something i dont understand- i starve and beat myself up for over a week to loose 5 pounds, but eat like a normal person for one day AND GAIN IT ALL BACK?! FIVE FUCKING POUNDS?!?
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